I used to get what i want, with an effortlessly, i shot for a Sumatra University, i got one, cause my adventurous mental wanted me to go there, instead of those great java university. I'm supposed to get over working here 4 years ago when i was 26 years old, should i becoming a manager in one of a top company out there now, but by one or two reasons, i don't take the opportunity, and until now and then maybe i still don't know where should i go or applying to, cause i don't know my experience in working here could bring me somewhere though.
I wish i could, but i can't stand of working like this anymore, i used to be determined, open-minded, and sharp person, with a great ideas about future life, but now, seems like just "go with the flow" that i should not doing it.
I still patiently waiting of that opportunity come across my career life again for once, if it's there, i would possibly say YES of moving myself working in another company, i can't even wait of my boss's face of looking a piece of paper titled "resignation", and i hope it will happen this year.