My Shiny Pearl : Aira

Wow, i'm so amazed by what i have written until now the theme of my title seems just you my babygirl, i have been worried before being a father, my mother once told me it's not easy but not that hard, but yes mom, it is easy for me, cause she is bright cute litte girl. I just love everything she's done and does, i love you honey, daddy found a song that i love since ten years ago maybe, i dedicate this song for you  honey.

Little sister come stay with me a while

It's been so long since I have seen your happy smile

Let's have a toast together for all the crazy times

We thought would last forever until the end of time

Marie, Marie, Marie, you're a shiny pearl

Marie, Marie, Marie, such a spacy little girl

Marie, Marie, Marie, you're a shiny pearl

Marie, Marie, Marie, such a spacy little girl

That thunderstorm around you is bound to mess up those

That bravely try to get to you and step upon your toes

Do what you have to do, go where you have to go

All your destiny and your destination it's all that you should know

Marie, Marie, Marie, you're a shiny pearl

Marie, Marie, Marie, such a spacy little girl

Marie, Marie, Marie, you're a shiny pearl

Marie, Marie, Marie, such a spacy little girl

What would I do if I didn't have you

(What would I do) get along

Who would you be if not for me

Marie, Marie, Marie, you're a shiny pearl

Marie, Marie, Marie, such a spacy little girl

Marie, Marie, Marie, you're a shiny pearl

Marie, Marie, Marie, such a spacy little girl

I'm so lucky that I have someone like you

And a piece of history that I know we'll hold on to

I'm so lucky that I have someone like you

And a piece of history that I know we'll hold on to

In a middle of something

I have been facing a difficult options in my career life, my dad's friend offered me a job that i ever wanted the most, Being an "Engineer", huehehehe, the company is the best in the field though, but i don't know, up until now, i still don't have any desire of working in such an intense surround like that. But now i feel so sick of my job i'm running now, the environment is such what i hate the most in my life, people here is bossy, selfish, ignorants, arrogant, which creates somethings in me to, like now it's so hard for me to manage my anger, manage my time, like i have done before.

I'm grateful to you Allah for giving me such an easy path of life so far, i have a great family, i have a nice job actually, but not really, but still there is something missing in what i want but cannot express trough word though, oh Allah, but i need you now really.

Today, i have to focusing  myself in finding a new great job again....(how many times i have been writing this...hmmm let me think) but no, now i'm ready to focus on that, hopefully this year, i get one. some of my colleague said to me, "working in here is a comfort zone, instantly i said to myself that night, "really"?, cause day after day, i have been far in distance of my goals in career life, everyday i have to sees people i hate, people that complaining around, saying this saying that, and the boss is just the same, I hate this, although i set myself to an "i don't care mode", but this keep just going and i can't stand again. soon or later i have to stop this.

Allah, please don't you worry about me, cause i promise you, i have been grateful for all of this, but please help me in finding a better job with super better environment than this, i'm not working because of money, cause i believe i have so much, but help me to find great job that can build me in to a better human, and espescially a better moslem that always dedicate myself for you.

I LOVE YOU ALLAH