I have been facing a difficult options in my career life, my dad's friend offered me a job that i ever wanted the most, Being an "Engineer", huehehehe, the company is the best in the field though, but i don't know, up until now, i still don't have any desire of working in such an intense surround like that. But now i feel so sick of my job i'm running now, the environment is such what i hate the most in my life, people here is bossy, selfish, ignorants, arrogant, which creates somethings in me to, like now it's so hard for me to manage my anger, manage my time, like i have done before.
I'm grateful to you Allah for giving me such an easy path of life so far, i have a great family, i have a nice job actually, but not really, but still there is something missing in what i want but cannot express trough word though, oh Allah, but i need you now really.
Today, i have to focusing myself in finding a new great job again....(how many times i have been writing this...hmmm let me think) but no, now i'm ready to focus on that, hopefully this year, i get one. some of my colleague said to me, "working in here is a comfort zone, instantly i said to myself that night, "really"?, cause day after day, i have been far in distance of my goals in career life, everyday i have to sees people i hate, people that complaining around, saying this saying that, and the boss is just the same, I hate this, although i set myself to an "i don't care mode", but this keep just going and i can't stand again. soon or later i have to stop this.
Allah, please don't you worry about me, cause i promise you, i have been grateful for all of this, but please help me in finding a better job with super better environment than this, i'm not working because of money, cause i believe i have so much, but help me to find great job that can build me in to a better human, and espescially a better moslem that always dedicate myself for you.
I LOVE YOU ALLAH
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