Major Surprise

I don't know what i have to say before and now, seems like i have been lucky very lucky this year. Never thought that i would have got that award though, i still even feeling that I'm dreaming, ha ha ha, do it sound like i get an Oscar or something ?, but to be honest, it is not even close to that, but for me, it is major surprise.

Thank you Allah, i love you so much, hope this is no the last, cause i have so many listed wishes for me to reach this year, especially "get a key of my dream house in Alam Sutera".    

Poet for Mama

Never knows when the last time i send my love word to my mother for her kindness and uncomparable love, you know i really miss you, although now i can't see you everday, but each day i always hope the best for you, don't go first mom, just wait for me always, cause i never know to whom i will cry like a baby, love you always.

You're a dependable source of comfort;

You're my cushion when I fall.

You help in times of trouble;

You support me whenever I call.

I love you more than you know;

You have my total respect.

If I had my choice of mothers,

You'd be the one I'd select!

Mom, without you, there would be no me.
Your love, your attention, your guidance,
have made me who I am.
Without you, I would be lost,
wandering aimlessly,
without direction or purpose.
You showed me the way
to serve, to accomplish, to persevere.
Without you, there would be an empty space
I could never fill, no matter how I tried.
Instead, because of you,
I have joy, contentment, satisfaction and peace.
Thank you, mom.
I have always loved you
and I always will.By Joanna Fuchs


Mother" is such a simple word,
But to me there’s meaning seldom heard.
For everything I am today,
My mother’s love showed me the way.

I’ll love my mother all my days,
For enriching my life in so many ways.
She set me straight and then set me free,
And that’s what the word "mother" means to me.

Thanks for being a wonderful mother, Mom!

By Karl Fuchs

There is easy for me to find a poet for mothers made by their daughter and son, even eminem made a song for his mama. love you mom, love you, love you.

Outside by Mariah Carey - My most favourite song ever

It's hard to explain
Inherently it's just always been strange
Neither here nor there
Always somewhat out of place everywhere
Ambiguous
Without a sense of belonging to touch
Somewhere halfway
Feeling there's no one completely the same

[Chorus:]
Standing alone
Eager to just
Believe it's good enough to be what
You really are
But in your heart
Uncertainty forever lies
And you'll always be
Somewhere on the
Outside

Early on, you face
The realization you don't have a space
Where you fit in
And recognize you
Were born to exist

[Chorus]

And it's hard
And it's hard
And it's hard

Irreversibly
Falling in between
And it's hard
And it's hard
To be understood
As you are
As you are
Oh, and God knows
That you're standing on your own
Blind and unguided
Into a world divided
You're thrown
Where you're never quite the same
Although you try - try and try
To tell yourself
You really are
But in your heart - uncertainty forever lies
And you'll always be
Somewhere on the outside
You'll always be
Somewhere on the outside

My Angel

 

Love you Aira, Love you soo much, even to myself, what makes this life fruiting, is the present of you, Angel of mine, Angel of my life.

In God's Hands

I looked at your face I saw that all the love had died

I saw that we had forgotten to take the time

I, I saw that you couldn't care less about what you do

Couldn't care less about the lies

You couldn't find the time to cry

We forgot about love

We forgot about faith

We forgot about trust

We forgot about us

Now our love's floating out the window

Our love's floating out the back door

Our love's floating up in the sky in heaven

Where it began back in God's hands

You said that you had said all that you had to say

You said baby it's the end of the day

And we gave a lot but it wasn't enough

We got so tired that we just gave up

We didn't respect it

We went and neglected it

We didn't deserve it

But I never expected this

Our love floated out the window

Our love floated out the back door

Our love floated up in the sky to heaven

It's part of a plan

It's back in God's hands

Back in God's hands

It didn't last

It's a thing of the past

Oh we didn't understand

Just what we had

Oh I want it back

Just what we had

Oh I want it back

Oh just what we had 

Listen to this song trough the lyrics makes me scared of my love life would be in the future, loosing loves that we don't actually really understand about. we love someone but we don't really know is it last forever ?, only god knows what will happen.

All i wanna ask you god that just makes me happy for the rest of my life.

My most favourite song this month

LOVE THE WAY YOU LIE PART II By RIHANNA

On the first page of our story

the future seemed so bright

then this thing turned out so evil

I don’t know why I’m still surprised

even angels have their wicked schemes

and you take that to new extremes

but you’ll always be my hero

even though you’ve lost your mind

[Chorus]

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn

but that’s all right because I like the way it hurts

just gonna stand there and hear me cry

but that’s all right because I love the way you lie

I love the way you lie

Ohhh, I love the way you lie

[Rihanna]

Now there’s gravel in our voices

glass is shattered from the fight

in this tug of war, you’ll always win

even when I’m right

‘cause you feed me fables from your hand

with violent words and empty threats

and it’s sick that all these battles

are what keeps me satisfied

[Chorus]

[Rihanna]

So maybe I’m a masochist

I try to run but I don’t wanna ever leave

til the walls are goin’ up

in smoke with all our memories